To be only yours.....

There's a song that's inside of my soul
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold
But You sing to me over and over and over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands
and pray to be only Yours
I pray to be only Yours
I know now you're my only hope

Sing to me the song of the stars
Of Your galaxy dancing and laughing
and laughing again
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that You have for me over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope

I give You my destiny
I'm giving You all of me
I want Your symphony
Singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs I'm giving it back

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope


(lyrics cited from 'Only Hope' by Mandy Moore)

Happily ever after.....far far away....

Every year has some special days which we look so forward in celebrating......when the days are far ahead we so want them to come closer......eager to celebrate, eager to be happy.

When they are passed and when you know all you can do now is to wait yet another year, the heart lingers on the memories and expect the year to pass in a rush.

When it is there at last after much waiting and all expectations you wish you had more time to adjust to it, to accept the truth all by your self.

The poor heart will never be happy.....yet it will keep on looking for 'Happily ever after' which is still far far away quite unknown to many including her.